It's been a while

Yes, it has been a while since I have blogged. I have been through a lot over the last 5 months of my life. Some of the things in my life get pushed aside while I focus on other things that are going on. Here is what the past 5 months have brought me. I am no longer with A, as I did some things that just hurt her too much. I was the one that was at fault, and I know that she is an amazing woman who meant the world to me. She is not in my life because of my actions, and my decisions in life. I did not get the loan for the business I was starting because I had 2 blemishes on my credit report which I didn't know about, and the total was $70, which stopped the business from starting. I was arrested for driving on a suspended license and I have 35 hours community service to do. All of that happened within a span of 3 days in February, and at that point in life, I really thought that I hit bottom.

But then I realized something. There really is no bottom to life. People use that phrase, that they hit bottom, as a turning point in their life. For me, I took my medicine, and acknowledged where I fucked up. I took ownership of my mistakes and tried to take the point as a learning lesson of what not to do in life. I switched gears and instead of starting a business, I got an engineering job, and I am back on my feet again. My friend Bill, the one I mentioned about in a previous blog, moved in with me in January. I taught 2 courses this semester, I am playing in a softball and dodge ball, as well as doing yoga. I am in the process of getting back in shape and I am going to try the PX90 regime starting tomorrow. It is an interesting time in my life, and one where I have grown a lot. I think I am the happiest I have ever been in life, and I a going on the straight and narrow path, something I really have never done before.

In other words, I am starting to find my groove in life, and I am looking to make some good decisions in the future. I am starting to save up for a house, and I will own one soon. I have also changed a lot of things about my personality that I did not like, or things that I think didn't represent me as a person. I started seeing a psychologist I saw when I was 18, and it is definitely a trip. It is interesting for him to see who I was at 18, then see who I am at 39. In any event, I will start to blog more, and write more, I enjoy it, writing is my release sometimes in life. With that, I'll sign off.